Okay Now

Beneath the stars of a cool Adirondack night in the last place you and I were supposed to be together I finally decided to let you go...

I know now that the time is right.

My heart is ready to move on from being broken.  Forgiving as she forgets.  And this is what I knew I needed to do.

I really do wish you well.  And in many ways I will always hold a piece of love for you in my heart.  But I've let love go... And like the memories I have of the time we had together it will fade as each day goes by.

So I'm okay... I'm really okay.

And maybe no... I'm not ready to start up with anyone new.  But I know I don't have to race to replace the space you've left.  Things that are meant to be will always happen in their own time.

Maybe a Broadway show with a man named Scott.  Maybe dinner some night with Kyle.  Maybe just me alone until I figure out what it is I really want...

Either way it's okay now.